
No matter how hard I try not to be, I am a competitive person by nature. The word empowerment is not one that I use frequently. To me, strength and power come from within myself. No one else can provide that for me and I have no expectation that anyone will. I want to be the best, strongest, smartest, quickest. This is what motivates me in my art work.
If I think that I will not be successful I will just not try. If I have started something and it isn’t going the way I think it should, I will quit and move on to something else. This explains my pile of unfinished projects.
I know these things hold me back from my real goal of being successful. I do enjoy working on my art with others, hearing their feedback and ideas. I get some of my best ideas from watching others work, seeing their process or reading about it. It typically takes me in a direction that I would have not otherwise traveled.
I think I do a good job of selecting my art partners. I have tried out various ones, but because my time is so very limited, I will not spend my time with partners that I have not selected. I have mentioned my two local art groups before. While they are vastly different from one another, each provides me with an enriching experience whenever I am with them. I only wish I could spend more time with them. I am working on making that happen. As my schedule frees up some time I am trying to fill it in with my art friends.
I feel that I provide them the encouragement, support, and if they need it, the empowerment. I also enjoy participating in collaborative projects. These are with my online art partners. Again, I have talked about this before but it is such an important part of my artwork I cannot stress it enough. Through the online groups I have met people from all over the world that I would have never met otherwise.
I feel like between the two local groups and my online groups I have my dream team. They provide me with consultation, encouragement, support, belief, trust, inspiration, and a connection that cannot be matched. I hope that I provide my share of those things to them. I do not want to leave out the fact that they are all amazing artists.